You are lying in your bed and thinking how awesome it would be, to live with the characters from Hetalia. Then you sigh. You know you have to go back to sleep, but you can't, because you feel that you have to cry. So you feel tears down your cheeks, not knowing, why you have to cry.
It's like your head is giving the answer right know and you whisper: "Prussia, I love you". You stand up from your bed, grab a tissue and whip your tears away with it. You sob and slowly you move to your window to stare outside and thinking about your unnecessary life. "Why can't you be real?", you whisper, while you sob and cry further.
"Why can't make god my wish come true, only this time, please?!", you say, but nothing happened. Then you decide to go back in your bed, grab the iron cross, that you bought a few weeks ago and think again about your crush until you fall asleep.
You notice you are surrounded by darkness. You can't see anything, on